Healing Updates...
- Monica Canducci
- Jul 30
- 3 min read
Dear Readers and Friends,
It took a while, but finally, I am back.
My break was due to a health challenge, the consequence of my tirelessness and high tolerance for effort (and pain). A new wave of neurological symptoms and the weirdest kind of pain finally led me to discover that the vertebrae in my neck have changed shape, developing several stenoses.
In other words, the space through which the spinal cord and nerves pass has narrowed, and they are now affected.
Ironically, this damage was caused by my high pain tolerance. My body was suffering, but I didn’t feel pain — until it was too late.
According to medical science, there’s no going back. But I’m making some big lifestyle changes to avoid further worsening. And actually — who really knows?
As always, symptoms are messengers, and sometimes they bring hidden gifts. I’m deeply grateful for both the messages I’ve been receiving and the unexpected gifts I’m still discovering.
I’ve shared this experience in detail in the Second Edition of my book The Healing Attitude, which was published just yesterday. It includes expanded chapters and new resources (and by the way, if you purchased the first edition, feel free to write me: I’ll send you a PDF with the new chapter and a link to the additional resources.
Now that I’m no longer in the acute phase, I consider myself in recovery, meaning that while the most disabling symptoms have passed, I now have to manage my energy much more wisely.
To stabilize my condition, I’ve drastically reduced my activity on the physical plane — even the things I most love. A powerful invitation to simply be, beyond all doing — and to be happy even beyond identification with what I love.
This lesson isn’t new… but I’m applying it on a deeper, wider, and higher level.
Because just as we learn in layers, we heal in layers.
This apparent limitation is bringing me deeper awareness (or wider, or higher… as you like): I’m experiencing healing far beyond the physical symptoms.
I’m healing from the need to hide or 'mask myself', from self-judgment and over-rationalization. I’m embracing (really, I have no choice now!) my role more fully as a channel of healing information and transmission.
While my activities on the physical level have slowed down, something has expanded in my connection with subtler realms. I am now more open to the spiritual dimension — to receiving, and to transmitting.
It feels like a shift in identity.
My work is becoming more subtle. I will work much less — more selectively — while opening to a new phase of deeper care and spiritual receptivity. And I feel called to share and transmit more.
So I’ve been inspired to host two monthly Zoom meetings:
– One dedicated to women, for deep reconnection with our inner resources;
– One focused on healing, with healing activations and transmission.
Each meeting will be recorded, and the recording will be shared through my newsletter, so if you can’t join live, you’ll still receive the link and be able to receive not just the recording but also the transmission.
This time, lesson learned: I’m also opening myself to receive.
The meetings are free, and they’ll remain free of obligation.
But if you feel inspired to support my work, you can now do so with a small donation through Buy Me a Coffee (or Tea, in my case!). I'll share the link after every Meeting.
Click here to visit the Meetings page: https://www.monica-canducci.com/meetings
It’s where you’ll find all the updated details and dates.
The first meeting is already coming up: Saturday, August 2nd.
But no worries. If you can’t make it, the recording will be sent out through the next newsletter.
If you’d like to join, simply write to me to request the Zoom link or ask any questions. It will be recorded, but I’d love to see you there live.
With gratitude,
Monica
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